Demons and Regrets

Demons and Regrets
Haunt me like nicotine-filled cigarettes.
If you ask me, I’m ready.

If you test me, I’ll fall.
To truly prepare for my partner –
I’ll need to put in some serious work.
One day, I’ll be at the top of my game.
No longer looking backwards, to the left or insane.
Been running away from a version of myself for some time now
Pondering how to re-establish celibacy as a vow
Lord, have mercy on me.
My King is waiting – somewhere.
Demons and regrets
Where do i go next?
He will deserve the best of me.
Not the remnants of what’s left of me.
What if I could heal my own soul and purge my own heart?
Clarity, communication and closeness.
Some day soon, I’ll be at the top of my game.
No longer looking backwards, to the right or insane.
– Olive Benson

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