Things That are True P5 – Sorrow

Sorrow is not meant to be wasted. During the last three years, every good thing that made up my life has slowly and mercilessly been stripped from me: my love and best friend, family, job, travel, money, independence, stability. Everything that makes one feel human- gone. It is so real my mom actually said to …

Beyond Forgiveness

This life can be hard. An arduous, repetitive, lonely, nauseous existence. This soul. This spirit. Tested. Time and time again Prayer. bible. community Prayer. bible. community Prayer. bible. community I try I fail I try again. This spirit deserves to be protected. How many men have I given life to? Broken my spine to please? …

Demons and Regrets

Demons and Regrets Haunt me like nicotine-filled cigarettes. If you ask me, I’m ready. If you test me, I’ll fall. To truly prepare for my partner – I’ll need to put in some serious work. One day, I’ll be at the top of my game. No longer looking backwards, to the left or insane. Been …

Things that are True pt. 4 – Love is a Choice.

Love doesn’t start as a choice, but it becomes one. The all-too-lovely feeling of being completely head over heels for someone is so drunk-ing-ly magical; and also entirely allusive. The most life-changing part of love is not in the fall, but the commitment – it’s when it becomes a choice. Loving someone is easy when …

I Wish

I wish I could fly high in the sky leave this entire world behind Go places I’ve never been escape from every sin Alone and free a place I could be me having the time of my life feeling, living, breathing joy – Olive Benson

Always Belonged – A Poem

Lost a job, quit a job, wanna rob? Get another, didn’t bother, gotta squander? what’s the difference you surely know, it’s every days experience in which we grow. Beside the pains and anguish you must face, will be the purest heart with no disgrace. Though it’s dim and far from the start, rebirth is so …

Mean Dream

Why do I always trust in others word? It’s like a dream I’d believe when heard. Should’ve known better to have faith. Especially in those who are mostly fake. To many times, am I just dumb? Why do I always trust someone? I suppose if I didn’t I’d never dream. Hopefully someday they”ll say what …

Feel the Way you Feel

A recent conversation inspired this post/rant about something I think needs to be discussed. Dealing with our feelings and just going with the flow. So many times we overthink absolutely everything, even the way we are supposed to feel about certain situations. I’m the worst at this, but why are we like that? What is …

Things That are True Pt. 3 – Faithful

When I’m not faithful, He still is. Guilt can be an overwhelming and all-consuming feeling. In my experience it comes, more often than not, like a maverick, with crushing weight. It holds you hundreds of feet below the surface, strangling you from even the smallest relief. As you struggle and fight, pumping arms and legs …

Dear Future Husband

Dear Future Husband, I don’t know who you are yet, but I hope that you have been having the most incredible day. I can’t say how excited I am for the day you come into my life. We may have met already who knows, only time will tell, but there are a few things I …